All about you :')

I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing

Just prayin' to a god that i don't believe in

Coz i got time while you got freedom

Coz when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

Your best day will be some of my worst

You finally met a girl that's gonna put you first

While i'm wide awake you've no trouble sleeping 

What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you 

And what am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up that you're ok

I'm falling to pieces :') 

You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain 

You took ur suitcase and i took the blame

Now i'm try to make sense of what little remain

Coz you left me with no love and no love in my name 

Love is not a curse, its just a bad habit

If you were a teardrop in my eye, i would not cry for fear losing you

Love isn't an emotion or an instinct, its an art

Loving you is like breathing, how can i stop ??

I was beginning to put you in the past

I was starting to move on

My tears stopped their flowing

I thought i knew where my heart didn't belong

I was letting go of our past

And i wasn't crying as much

I was forgetting your sweet voice

I had already forgotten your touch

Then i saw you again

And my barriers fell apart

I recolllected all of our memories

And held them close to my heart

But you just passed me by

You didn't even spare a passing glance

I knew you had forgotten me

I would never have a second chance 

I admired you from across the room

Praying that you remember me

I heard you as you were talking

You voice as sweet as ever

I didn't want to stay

And watch you go on forgetting

But i still held onto our memories

To forget you, myself  i was not letting

When i was about to leave

For some reason i had to turn around

And i saw you standing there

To your eyes, i was  suddenly bound

I can't believe this is happening

I can't fall for you again

I know you'll end up leaving me

And again my happiness will end

I just couldn't help it

You were taking me with your charm

But you said that its ok

To me you will do no harm

As long as i am loving you

My heart will continue breaking

Soon you will be gone

And with you my heart you'll be taking

I don't want to fall for you again

Because i know u'll just let me go

its not as easy for me

All of this you already know

But you continue to take me 

So gently you hold my hand

My heart will continue breaking

As i am falling for you all over again